Soccer cleats on sale i’m Holly, I’m 18 youth nike mercurial superfly fg (19 in January) and I’m at University studying a course I love in Fashion journalism. I love my friends, my family, my pets, fun, everything. But I don’t love myself. I actively AVOID mirrors, I cry when I think about how I look.
I’m around 5″5 but look shorter, if that makes sense, haha. I weigh around the 16 stone mark (Google tells me this 224 pounds). I have never been this big before, and I HATE it. Hate. From 14 I’ve always been larger, and went up to 15 stone (210lbs) at a point. I hated that, and actually had some willpower back then. I went down to 12 stone ish (170lbs). Although I had more to lsoe I felt so great everyone told me how great i looked, and I did. However for some reason or another I seriously fell wayyyywayyy off the wagon. So here I am at 220 odd pounds. I take my weight on my chin, upper arms and STOMACH very badly. I feel like I look pregnant. I had to buy a size 18 dress the other day. This seemed to spur me to join this forum and lsoe this weight. This is not how I should look or feel.
I want to get down to 10 stone (140lbs). Although I may want to lose more thereafter, I feel being at 10 stone will feel good for me. I want to feel good, look good. I feel like my weight is holding me back and that’s soccer cleats on sale NOT the way life should be.
I soccer cleats on sale won’t make excuses for my weight either.
I’m fat because I eat lots. I love food. and maybe I’m filling some emotional gap but that’s for a therapist. I eat wayyy too many cals and too much fatty food, not nearly enough veg, fish, fruit etc. But I can change. I know I can. I was brought up in a very healthy family. Lots of home cooked meals, always lots of veg, lots of fruit, my families only vice being whole milk etc However when I got to the age where I ate various meals away from home I started to eat the bad stuff.
I think this diary will really help me, because when I lost weight before I was keeping a food diary and I think that spurred me on. soccer cleats on sale Equally the support of others on here.
If you’ve read this far into my ramblings thank you very much
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